Just to let you know
I’m sitting here
going out of my mind
Wondering if you ever think
all the things I think all the time
And I’m terrified you’ll catch me staring
as I watch you cross the room
or you’ll hear my heart skip a beat
as you find your seat next to me
And everyday’s a struggle
not to get lost on your time
and I’m horrified I’ll say “I love you”
when all I mean to say is “goodnight”
And it’s exhausting to pretend
I don’t adore you
what happens when you figure out
I’d trade the sun, the moon, the ocean
before you
It’s getting hard to keep my cool
whenever you’re around
and it’s getting so damn difficult
to keep my feet stuck on the ground
Then you took my by surprise
that extra warm night in July
when you slid the car into park
you said “I think we need to talk”
And the car it shook and sputtered
as I fumbled for my words
and I lost my breath and panicked
’til you slid my hand in yours
You said
“Now’s the time I have to know
do I ever cross your mind?’
‘Cause you seem to be the only thing
I think about all the time.”
“And I keep hoping that I’ll
catch you staring
as I walk across the room.
Or I’ll hear your heart skip a beat
as I find my seat and you’re next to me.”
“And everyday’s a struggle
not to get lost in your eyes
and I hope and pray you say “I love you”
but all you ever say is “goodnight”
Just to let you know
I’m sitting here
going out of my mind
I just found out you think about
all the things I think all the time